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#one of my students asked me out today in the middle of the lab i was TA'ing
#except he didn't do it directly i think he got nervous so his friend '''subtly''' put her phone with his contact page pulled up
#right next to her lab manual as i was checking it
#and it was at once the most awkward/overwhelming/what the fuck moment of my entire life
#and i very awkwardly said '....no' and then bLASTED to go hide in the bathroom
#except he friended/messaged me on facebook
#a few hours ago
#so now that's a thing
#life is certainly Happening
#i've been asked out exactly once before this lmao and it ended fucking TERRIBLY
#wish i knew why i was like this!!!
#wish i knew what i wanted!!!
#wish i wasn't the world's fucking most anxious person!!!!!!
#ok it's 3am i'm waking up at 7am to do all the homework i didn't do today
#also i saw infinity war lol
#that was a thing
#AGAIN: LIFE IS CERTAINLY. HAPPENING.
#personal
#will this post get deleted in the morning?? who's to say




